Thursday, June 26, 2008
HELLO PPL!!!!hahas.
its been 2 weeks since i last posted
sorry to keep u guys waiting
HAHAS
i know u guys miss my posts right?
hahas.
just kidding
2weeks alr.
its super hard to just keep posting cause life aint the same as before.
JC life is really tiring and stressful
just look at the amount of stuff u need to memorise in a day
its just ridiculous.
it just keeps piling up.
and it never stops.
iim real tired.
i haven got any motivation to strive hard
i had been asking myself why did i chose to study all this
and the answer is nowhere near 'cause i like it'
i dont wanna be a doctor or a bio person and yet i chose to study biology
its the biggest mistake.
its like when i have to study biology my mind would be blocked
like serious blockage and biology just turns me off.
i tried falling in love with biology.biology is the study of living organisms. it should be fun but yet i am torturing myself with it. did i make a right choice? no.but i hope i can get things right.biology during secondary three was pathetic. failed badly cause i just didnt like it.but yet surprisingly i manage to do well.i just dont know.its just not the same.
okay. enough of all this boring stuff. OMG! i just finished MYE!!! come on whos the man man.
after the sentosa trip on saturday (i will post the pictures on my next post.i promised u guys ((: ) i still couldnt get over that holiday mood.sunday was supposed to be a few hours of maths and a few hours of chemistry.oh gosh.i just cant stick to my schedule.i just cant seem to concentrate at home.with the television and the computer its just not possible.so i wasted one whole day on pure entertainment and it was toxic to my brain.too many junks and worthless information that were damaging my brain cells.but still i pamper myself with all this wonderful source of fun.
monday to sunday was get-back-down-to-work day.cant afford to lose anymore time.a few more days and its MYE.it was like totally weird studying.i just didnt have the urge to study.still went out to play and eat and time spent studying was so short i hardly knew i was studying.went to qy's house on friday to study.didnt make full use of my time there and instead i spent half a day sitting infront of her television admiring those lucky lady that were assigned to flim with hot guys.oopps.then study with different people.alright.i cant concentrate with people around me.and yet i cant study without people around me.i admit i am weird.but its the truth.studying with people would help me to learn more things yet time spent on gossiping increases.studying alone looks very boring but effective but the problem is that i cant ask for help.girls are fickle minded beings for your information.so studied till late in the evening.and somedays were effective yet somedays were just plain day dreaming.
monday.my first day of my mid years.it was a bad way to start to day.mum woke up late.left the house late.reach anderson secondary late.reach serangoon jc late.i panicked when i saw people running.they were fast.didnt want to get locked out from the school so i decided to run.lucky for me i was on time.not really.but at least i reached the parade square on time.that was odd right.but nevertheless, i wasnt late.first up was general paper.poor language skills just pull me down in this area.general paper.the all time killer.wrote about singapore's education preparing students for the 21st century.kleff said it was tough.but it was alright for me.it was indeed since i wasnt preparing to pass.as long as i could write it was easy.had breakfast at our usual hangout.the prata shop.they have nice pratas.although i dont really like the idea of the curry.the curry taste weird, yet nice.its like eating something weird yet loving it.it was economics after breakfast.questions were pretty much easy.not that easy though.like i said, anything that can make me write at least something is easy.so went home to make friends with summation.struggling with summation was tough.but i managed to find it easy.it was like a 1+1=2 thing.nothing special.so did some practice and off to sleep
tuesday.chinese and maths paper.wasnt late.yet ill prepared for chinese.but chinese was surprisingly tough.answers were practically the same.tough decisions were made back in the hall.it was between option 1 or 2.mine was 1 and everyone got 2.that always happen to me.alright.so had breakfast again.this time wasnt prata.it was prawn mee.then studied maths and off i go into the place i dread the most.the hall.the silence just sends chill down my spine.the paper starts and i got stuck at the first questions.my energy were drained out by the time i finished the paper.it was a tough and tedious paper.there is a price to pay for complacency.i didnt expect the questions to come out that challenging.didnt had mood to talk at all.went straight home after the paper.didnt laugh didnt do anything.just went back and reflect on myself (benny's favourite line)
wednesday.no paper.started preaparing for biology and chemistry.started to study biology at home.but there were too much distractions.oh well.so i just focused on chemistry and try to do well in at least one of the two paper.so i mugged till late at night.
thursday.chemistry and biology.chemistry was relatively okay.i was happy after the paper.and after biology it was total chaos.alright.kleff daniel and jin rong was playing with dear old spongebob squarepants plush toy.dirtied.gosh.then headed down to sakae for buffet.oh how i miss having buffet with dephenie and qy.ate lots there.but i wasnt full.alvin was.he was half dead after a few plates.too bad for him.and jin rong proved himself to be a good eater! we ate the most i guess.dinesh couldnt take seaweed.i totally forgot about that.sorry dinesh.weixin had weird taste.like alvin.they took food that were appealing yet horrible tasting.sorry weixin.ivan took most of the stuff too.and he is like the ginuea pig.sorry ivan.jin rong's mouth is as big as mine.BMW-Big Mouth Woman.okay.i know i am loud and i am super unglam.i can stuff the whole sushi into my mouth just like that.incredible.the other table-kleff yen hui caterine keith ameerun and daniel-they ate alot.i still aint full after this buffet.then we played the finger guessing game again-just like the bbq-me ivan dinesh and kleff.loser-to finish an inari filled with wasabi.i was the first to be out of the game-saved.and loser-dinesh thanapalan.his reaction hilarious.WOOOOO.that was the first thing he said after tasting that wasabi inari.he ate the inari in 5 mouths.and i can just gulp it in like one mouth.dinesh was trying to be glam.so ended my day here.total bill for sakae-$224.57.thats alot of money.till then!